…last year @ this time was so much harder. If it weren’t for my wonderful husband, I don’t know if I would have found a way to take care of my health and be proactive rather than ill and depressed. He’s done so much for me.

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“doctor tomorrow. moving back and forth from mania to eroticism to depression to madness. like there is a terrible see-saw in my mind. for the last six days i’ve been at home. i want to stay here. at least the doldrums are predictable.

a dead squirrel on the roof outside my bathroom window. then it disappeared. i live in the dead zone.”

MamaCat Wednesday, August 03, 2005

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